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Monday, May 15, 2006

early in the mornin i tot wat happen la.... den i am SLIGHTLY awake, i knew it was the THUNDER there muz be some FIGHTS in HEAVEN.. haha.. who noe??? well, i was slpin soundly until the thunder CRASH too loud.. tat's y i got quite scare.. was dreamin of sth.. tat xiner say she MISSES mi.. but haha.. i noe it WONT come true.. den suddenly i'm too scare.. scare tat the thunder STRUCK my buildin.. DEN i'll be DIED.. so i wake up.. rainin so heavily.. who is SHEDDIN so many tears? hai... yesterday i super sad.. i make sweetie very WORRIED for mi.. even shilin.. den wake up, saw a weird number.. oh.. is xiner's msg say y i smoke.. say wan cal police.. haha.. we can ONLI call police if mosquito bite us... haha.. yup.. coz tat is RAPPIN.. yeah.. bath le go down stairs my house.. i CUT my hair, preparin for tml's photo takin =) muz be neat n smart =) yup.. den went tm.. i bought many stuff.. eat tannpa-yaki.. i bought snacks, milk all this.. add upto around 60.. quite guilty ar.. coz most is spent on mi.. went popular bought around 20bucks.. haha.. my sis n bro were naggin to my mother sayin y she so DOTE mi.. is not worth it ect la.. haha.. but my mother jus cant be bothered with wat they says.. she allow mi to buy ANYTHIN!! =) haha... den i buy so many stuff.. i love my hello panda biscuits.. haha.. i bought TWO BIG packet and 12 small packets of it... yesh.. nice.. went home, pack bag for sch tml.. haha.. i WORTE letters.. den around 8 went to meet my sis.. she make mi carry EVERYTHIN la.. i bought LOLIPOP for those gers in 2/4.. LOVE them to bits and pieces.. i came home, pack alot of thin.. from bag to stationary, to food and now even pads la.. haha.. BOUGHT alot of food!! gosh i whole box is my food.. yup.. hai.. SWEETIE quite sad.. i think well, gal, cheer up.. you have mi=).. shirley oso.. alamak.. cheer up=) think i'm quite crappy today.. my BIRTHDAY COMIN!! wat would i wan to receive?? anythin! but i wan SURPRISE...i wan buy phone or mp3.. haha.. as long as can hear SONGS can le.. hope can SAVE money.. but, cannot la.. i dun like waste money on myself.. haha.. today is a borin day.. wat would HAPPEN tml??? i wish to noe after sch, where should i go? i dunno.. hai.. will rain like today? its gonna be my tears den... haha.. hopin for MIRACLE to happen.. i wan FATE to come! i noe NO longer in love!! i'm FINALLY OVER you!! yeah!! silly sweetie, i wont leave you =)

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